Queen by Chance, Loved by Choice

Don't shed a tear, just know
You're a queen, you'll come to realize, there's better things.

Darling, I have seen the truth
I'm just not in love with you.
Been so blind but now I see
This isn't who I was meant to be.
This is, good bye.
This is good bye.

Started out in my mind,
I questioned it but came to find
that feelings can change,
Though this, could be for the worst
I loved you as my first
We dreamed it to be one and only
But I know he's got your heart strings
And rather then feeling lonely
I'm lettin you go.
This is, good bye.
This is good bye.

Don't shed a tear, just know
You're beautiful, (you'll find someone new)
You're adorable, (one that will hold onto you.)
You're a queen, you'll come to realize, there's better things.

I'm still here so you tell me all you feared (it's all come true)
He's moved on
There's someone else, against his chest (Nothin you could do)
Feelings can change,
Though this, could be for the worst
He loved you like his first
The one he left, time and time again.
Be glad you have the strength
To make it end.

Don't shed a tear, just know
You're beautiful, (you'll find someone new)
You're adorable, (one that will hold onto you.)
You're a queen, you'll come to realize, there's better things.
And if you long only for me,
Give me time, just maybe.

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Love itself never ends, but this song does! =). There were too many happy love songs, so here's a sad/happy one.

I wrote it when I heard a piece I liked in the following vid. The video is just so damn peaceful, like the worst could happen and you'd be alright, strollin through a cyclone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qycqF1CWcXg&feature=related

There's nothing like telling the person your heart just wants to be with, to be happy... even when it's not with you. I kind of died inside and I don't know what to to do now. What to do with myself, I know it's stupid like hell and I shouldn't even... still it hurts.

I don't want to breathe, I don't want to be awake, I don't want to die, I just want to disappear.

One Remains

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShFwo1xpCLA&list=UUUyNFpdxKZSBw2f9becQwtg&index=6&feature=plcp

() = quietly sung at the same time


I still remember your face
When they came rushing in
Determination,
was all that grasped you within
To survive and protect.
I ran out first, out of respect
Someone had to protect you too.
When the battle was done
You stood over me (I found)
with those rain kissed eyes (heaven in your name)
I found a haven, reflected in sapphires, the sun. (my beautiful girl)
It's beauty, passion, the fire burning on. (I'll meet you there again)

I have found, heaven in your name.
My beautiful girl, I'll meet you there again.
When both our flags, have been returned
I'll see you again

I've whispered along the winds
Sent my words on their way
My dying breath, I still breathe that day
A gift, a burden to bear
I'd happily do it again to have you there.
When the flag was returned
It marked the curse, I'd never see you again
But here where we met,
In a battlefield, in blood, sweat, an tears.
We created a heaven out of mechanical gears.
We were wound and set loose
Toy soldiers have hearts too.

I have found, heaven in your name.
My beautiful girl, I'll meet you there again.
I have found, heaven in your name.
My beautiful girl, I'll meet you there again.
When both our flags, have been returned
I'll see you again

Dark of the Heart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcwT6H7lkmk&feature=g-all-u

The lyrics start at :22 seconds

The night is what we make of it
It houses fear of darkness
Yet the stars shine their brightest
And all of the ailments
At your doorstep, the monsters in your mind
Clean the slate, it's a new start
Cause the darkness is just another sign
Waiting for the right time,
to show you the morning cloud's design, for a new sun
Still won't be as beautiful as you... the one.

In the deepest of the shadows
We're all fighting battles, not alone in this war
And when we're at our worst,
loneliness knocks at our door
Reminders of failure, escape seems hopeless
But please just know this, you are never alone
Never will be as long as I breathe.
Should my breath ever fade,
I'll watch over you to the end of your days
You are the world to me and
I'd move heaven an earth
Because for what it's worth,

You make me happy
And though the world crashes around me
With you by my side to give me meaning
I know I can do anything.
I can do anything.

If I haven't emphasized enough
I'll stress it again,
there comes a moment in time when we all end
I'll do what it takes to make you as happy as you allow
But it all comes down to what you'll let yourself feel now.
The light inside, the darkness that hides
Our life is what we make it, what we decide
And though we can be cold and bitter
It doesn't always have to be winter
You don't always have to be the actor.
And it may not seem like much
But I promise you till death's touch
You are my world and when you crash down
I'll be there to keep your heart of glass, safe and sound.

You make me happy
And though the world crashes around me
With you by my side to give me meaning
I know I can do anything.
I can do anything.
You make me happy
And though the world crashes around me
With you by my side to give me meaning
I know I can do anything.
I can do anything.

Bleh

*sigh* more and more bad news. I should've guessed, doesn't seem like things really change.

Thinking Of You

Trying out my hand at country =). Thoughts?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWLQdW2yDpk

Here, I'm thinking of you again
I'm left wondering, where to begin
I want to hold your hand
But a glance of your eyes
Baby, I can't even try
To breathe.

Train wreck by sixteen
I couldn't live a life complete
And as the years went by
I didn't know who to trust
Just where to hide.
And upon hiding, with the same routine
You came in and knocked me off my feet.
Smiled perfectly at me.
Make up with out a trace
She's perfect for my embrace
But baby...

Don't leave me alone
Catch and break my fall
Cause it's clear to me
I'm falling in love with you

My daddy told me you'll know it
When she walks by
You'll feel your brain melt down
and your heart explode inside.
I said, daddy you're a fool
He looked on as if I had no clue.
Now I'm a fool in love.
On a treacherous field of thoughts
If I could make you my darling girl
You'd complete this world.

Don't leave me alone
Catch and break my fall
Cause it's clear to me
I'm falling in love with you

Childish Love

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6uXevgTgkk


There's something to be said
about our first kiss
You were nine and I was ten,
Our kiss was a precious
Moment in time
Captured in photos we forgot.
Couldn't care less, or any more.
I don't know why you did it.
Don't know why you teased me
All I worried
about,
were the love bugs.
You had me up at night
I couldn't sleep
Thought I was sick,
Sick, now I'm sick
You got me so damn sick,
I'm so sick, of being in love.

Twenty four and still I remember you
What happened to us now
I was there to turn your frown upside down
You had my world, all turned around.
Now I'd give everything, to hear that sound
Of your laughter.
You had me at a giggle
And I twiddled my thumbs,
Held your hand in the autumn sun
But I pinky promise, to always protect you
When winter comes.

Held out your hand
The seriousness in your eyes
Extended your pinky and wouldn't let me go
We made promise, at the end of the road
a continuous tie that night.
This sacred rite, I'll hold onto,
to always
be there for you.

*Girl*
I was nervous, an so were you
I left you in tears when I kissed you there
Underneath the tire swing
Your friends
They looked on laughing
And you were mad at me but we made amends
Always you pretend, to be the tough one
The rough one, but when I kissed you,
you came undone.
It's almost all
Of what I remember then
But each year, I'd kiss you there again
Till I had to move,
Pinky promise, I'll always be here for you.

Held out your hand
The seriousness in your eyes
Extended your pinky and wouldn't let me go
We made promise, at the end of the road
a continuous tie that night.
This sacred rite, I'll hold onto,
to always
be there for you.

*Girl*
The distance under the stars,
We're still the same at heart
*Guy*
Wherever you depart
We'll never... be far apart



This is what happens when I have caffeine... at like freaken 11pm... Took awhile but here it is. I still can't sleep =3

>=D HAPPY FACES! Have a good day everyone ^-^.

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